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The Sexual Philanthropist - Book Review. ******

 "John Langley was raised in a Christian Catholic home. However, his mother deemed him an unwanted, illegitimate child. At a young age, John left home and attempted to pursue schooling, but found it unsuitable for his needs. Subsequently, at the age of sixteen, he left school, delved into the sex industry, and established his independence. In his autobiography, The Sexual Philanthropist, Langley delves into his experiences and reflects on how they have shaped his life. Through navigating the "university of life" and engaging with diverse individuals in the sex industry, Langley realized substantial personal growth and development.


John Langley had a challenging life, starting at a young age. Despite his harrowing experiences, he was able to recognize his potential and utilize his thinking faculties to overcome his obstacles. In his book, Langley tells a touching story that made me question the unfairness of life. His experiences were relatable; I had faced rejection and had to take charge of my life at a young age. It's always easier to tell the story, but the experience is hellish. Honestly, I love how expressive the author was throughout the book.

Reading this book taught me the importance of opportunity, intuition, and initiative and how they contribute to success. It also reminded me that nothing is impossible. In addition, it emphasized the importance of avoiding judgment towards others, as they may not have had better options. Reading Langley's story was comforting, reassuring me that I am not alone in the face of difficult times. It reminded me that better days are always on the horizon.

Finally, it is worth noting that the book contains excessive profanity and raw sexual language. As a result, this book may not be suitable for younger readers or those who dislike reading such content. However, despite the abundance of profanity, the book is still an interesting read. I would recommend The Sexual Philanthropist by John Langley to individuals who enjoy autobiographies and those who seek to explore the sex industry. I would also recommend this book to individuals who may be facing rejection, homelessness, or other personal difficulties.

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                                                                                                             5* Review.

"John Langley is a British author and former filmmaker who lives in Bristol. He is best known for his work in the adult entertainment industry, under the pseudonym Johnny Rockard. 


Langley has written, directed and featured in over 300 pornographic films while building a global following of over 10 million supporters, fans and followers. In addition to his work in the adult entertainment industry, Langley was also a political activist. He has stood for election in Bristol on several occasions and has also been a vocal critic of the British government's policies on sex work and pornography.


Langley is a controversial figure, known for his outspoken views on sex and sexuality, and his work has been praised by many for the honesty and realism that flows throughout his autobiography 'The Sexual Philanthropist' - which has gained him a four-star rating from reviewers. 
One of the most striking things about The Sexual Philanthropist is Langley's honesty. He does not shy away from the darker aspects of his life, such as his struggles with addiction. However, he also writes about the positive aspects of his life, such as his relationship with spirituality.


Throughout the book, Langley comes across as a complex and well-rounded individual. He is intelligent, funny, and compassionate. He is also flawed, but he is not afraid to admit his mistakes. The Sexual Philanthropist is a fascinating and thought-provoking read that offers a unique glimpse into the life of a former pornographer and opens the door to the world of this complex and fascinating figure. He is a man of many contradictions, but he is also a man of great passion and conviction. His work has helped to change the way we think about sex and sexuality, and a real pioneer in the fight for sexual liberation and women's rights and raise awareness of the issues facing the sex industry and the challenges faced by people who have been marginalised by society.

Here are some of the key takeaways from the book:


Sex is a normal and healthy part of life.

The sex industry is a complex and often exploitative industry.

It is possible to have a successful and fulfilling life after working in the sex industry. 

It is important, to be honest about your experiences, both positive and negative. 

It is important to have compassion for yourself and others.

The Sexual Philanthropist is a powerful and moving book that will stay with you long after you finish reading it. It is a must-read for anyone who is interested in learning more about the sex industry or the human experience. Overall, controversy makes Langley who he is, with his outspoken views and his willingness to challenge the status quo. In 2016, he stood as an independent candidate in the Mayoral election, winning 2.4% of the vote. He also stood as an independent parliamentary candidate in the Bristol South constituency in the 2017 General Election, winning 1.7% of the vote.

When standing as an election candidate in 2016, Langley said that he was running to give the people of Bristol citizens a fairer choice, and to show that there was an alternative to the two main political parties, and as a passionate advocate for Bristol he believed that the city needed a mayor who was not afraid to stand up for the sexual equality of women within the adult industry as he believed that women were being oppressed, and mainly by other women "with issues." However, such was the very much politically left-leaning resistance against him that his campaign was deliberately spoiled by false accusations of "pimping" that could never be proven but were, however, just enough to hang in the air and deliver sufficient damage to stifle his chances of delivering what he regarded as a potentially winning campaign.


Whether you agree with him or not, there is no denying that John Langley was, and still is a force to be reckoned with in Bristol up against the mediocrity of wokeness that non-platforms anyone who dares to speak out against populist narratives that appear to emanate from radicalised left-wing tertiary education, by students who are fodder-fed into blinkered thinking and beliefs." 

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You may also enjoy the prequel to 'The Sexual Philanthropist' - below.

'The Awakening' has been written for any woman who wants to explore the depths of her sexuality, who wants to tap into her very source, into her creative nature and enjoy living in the flow with nature and her body.


I am currently doing some dynamics work with Ria, a second-year Uni student in Bristol who found her way to me on the internet and was keen to discover, explore and own aspects of her womanhood that were deficient in enabling her to feel whole and complete. She can now orgasm in ways she never knew were possible or even existed. Like a lot of females she quite clearly knew that she was female in every respect, but the part of her which would have enabled her to feel whole, complete, and ACTUALLY like a woman ''should" in her words, was that subconscious doubt, that niggling missing-link with which to address it.

Today is January 21st 2021, and I received this message from her - 

"am so happy to have had my mind opened by you. Right now I’m reading about gender development. Found it interesting that girls are more people-oriented from a young age. Definitely goes with the emotional maturity you were talking about the other day."

I've asked Ria to write a pretty much daily blog of her development which she is more than happy to share with subscribers to 'The Awakening' in a way that inspires and empowers other females to explore and enjoy the teachings and experiences she benefits from -

"What happened resulted in probably one of the best orgasms I have had. How was it that one of the best orgasms I have had was even possible? Well, it is safe to say John isn’t just about sex but about the psychology of everything. He understands how minds work and speaks with such careful consideration that he can give an orgasm without even being there, so I couldn’t wait for this to happen in person!"

YOU CAN FEEL EMPOWERED TOO by sharing your experiences in relation to 'The Awakening'. There's absolutely NO expectation of you to say anything at all. You may be one who just prefers to stay quietly in the background and learn from others, this is also absolutely fine. Whatever is most comfortable for you. Just take a lesson from what Ria wrote above and take it as a first step towards discovering your natural, spiritual self, and your true and rightful place in this world as a woman.

So many topics and themes, and they all continue here.

Not forgetting, of course, 'The Penis with Half a Brain'.

So, what exactly is Neurodivergence?

Neurodiversity as a Catalyst for Innovation

Neurodivergent individuals exhibit an exceptional ability to transcend conventional thinking, allowing them to escape the confines of traditional thought patterns. This freedom empowers them to conceive innovative solutions and approach challenges with creativity and ingenuity. In the entrepreneurial sphere, where innovation is the linchpin of success, this capacity becomes a formidable asset, setting them apart as trailblazers.

Unparalleled Attention to Detail

Among certain neurodivergent individuals, a standout trait is their capacity to immerse themselves in the minutiae of intricate details. This unwavering commitment to precision proves to be an invaluable asset, particularly in realms such as the management of multifaceted operations. Their unrelenting pursuit of perfection can serve as the bedrock of their creativity.

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